Jealousy
Its going fine. Things are in equilibrium. I have desire for nothing. And then I hear it.
Someone has just achieved something. I never yearned for it myself. But like a dark cloud, it comes to rest over my head and casts a shadow on my face. Suddenly I find reasons to find him/her guilty of a lot of flaws. I become vindictive attributing faults that I shrugged off earlier. I think he's not really as good as me anyway. So it doesn't matter. I'm still the superior celestial being I was.
And as suddenly as it came, I realize it.
I'm jealous.
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