Would To Me You Would Come

Life's darkest passages
dark enough to hide my life from me
The nights are long
The days are torture
wake up every day
yearning to come back here
wake up every day wishing i hadnt
A future as bleak as nothing i know
nothing to live for
nothing to hope on
find love irritating
an obligation
friends,family,relatives
care for none
and nothing
forgotten how to smile
horribly painful
i lie awake wishing
the sky were the ceiling
and the stars were above me
wishing i knew why i was alive..
what does mankind do
what do i do for mankind
whats the joy of it

whats the point??????

would to me you would come...
oh ye who seems unwelcome to everyone
thou art most welcome to me.
tell me not though
that i have to do this again
live
ever...