And thats why...

. When i woke up in the morning i felt numb. The fear was overwhelming. When he told me he would go ahead of me and talk with them i was sceptical but let him. What could he do? They wouldnt listen to him. How could they. I had no clue how he was going to straighten things up. They hardly knew him.

. As i brushed my teeth, in no hurry, i mulled over it...the family is one in name alone. Those cold undercurrents have surfaced in the name of the silliest of trifles.It shamed me to tell him of the situation.And he did not reprove me as i confided in him last night.I felt small as i told him but he calmed me as i spoke to him...

. I intended to scream at the top of my lungs when i reached the house but then i thought twice. he had said he would talk to them. i didnt know what he had told them. i was not going to ruin it with my immature actions. I had called him on the way to the house. His voice was strong and calm as he told me to quit worrying and just come over. Everything was fine. I stopped nibbling at my fingernails...As i got out of the car, he came up to me and we walked in together. There was a dead calm about the room. the mother sat at the side sofa. I looked at him. He closed his eyes in assurance. I went up to her and sat by her side. She looked at me.. her chin trembled ...eyes welled up...

i gave a weak smile as i realized that things were going to be better after all...

I walked out, my hands firmly clasped in his and my heart full. I loved him more and more each day... i cant help it...

And thats why...

Thats why I pray every moment that I never have to live a life without my God.. and thats why i pray.